云の天空在流浪

2nd of August..What to do with today? i do not know..

I think something happend again but i cant ever catch it..what is this? i do not know...

What to do with the week 11? still left one month then is the time to die~ haiz..i mean EXAM~

but what to do with this? i do not know~

life is kinda suck and suck~ stuck and stuck~ again and again~~

i do not know what to do with my study life again.. i felt bored with it..

i bored with the everything that around me...i bored with the such complex emotion, i bored with the things that surround me... and everything...

but i also do not get it, what if i give up..then what can i do?

same suck answer again..i do not know..

i though i will love my university life.. i do... tell u the truth... but just for few weeks..

after that everything was changed.. nothing gonna changed again after the after..even i know.. maybe i am wrong... who knows right?

but it is hard to get the exact feeling... i am the one peopel who hard to understand...

every of my friend tell me the same thing...

Dearest friends~ i am just a simple and normal as who u met around you.. i am not so complex as u though~

but somethimes i also do not know what i want~

Haiz~ mind suck and stuck again in tonight~

dont know what i want and dont know what to do~

i missed my family...

i missed my parents...

i missed my sister...my brother...my cousins... and all of my relatives and my friends~

I MISSED MY SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE

I MISSED MY HOMETOWN...